End of winter quarter

It's finally the end of this quarter and I'm so fuckin' happy about that. Honestly this quarter was a legit ament quarter from hell and I'm excited to start my new major and a new quarter in April.

In the last week a lot of good shit has happened. I might actually have a job soon at this restaurant around the corner. This whole thing with mercury being in retrograde is starting to become a great thing for me and not a bad thing. I mean, how does one go from almost getting put on academic prohibation and needing a job to pay back their grandmother a fuck ton of money and not being able to find one, to having a restaurant not even 10 minutes away need a server and me having just about a years worth of experience doing so opening up and practically saying I'm hired.

I'm one lucky daughter of a bitch :D

I also really need to catch up on some kind of sleep. Not gonna happen tonight but it's still something I really need to work on. Over the weekend, (yeah sure got all my shit for my last classes yesterday done Monday and last Thursday..but still) I got just about 4 hours of sleep every night. That lovely exception would have to be Sunday when I was up until 5 am on Skype with my friend Darren watching documentaries that were put on YouTube. I have to say. Having an intelligent conversation with someone about something is hard to do anymore. Especially when you start talking about dealing with the laws of physics, string theory and m (or membrane..but apparently the scientists say "m" can really stand for anything that begins with that letter) theory. Basically dealing with alternate universes and parallel dimensions. It's some heavy shit and it does make sense but there is always room for improvement and m theory doesn't just work for the alternate universes. It works somewhat for precognition but ill get into that in a later blog and go through my explanation. I'm not gonna type all that on my iPod.

Some heavy shit though. There's more but I'm tired and my genius self is gonna go lay down or get something from the vending machines!

I'll log in on my computer later and explain my theories :)

Drama in college. Who woulda thought?

Who would have thought that there would be some high school drama bulls*it going on at a college. I thought once you graduated that shit stopped but apparently not.

First thing that happens is some bs with my ex. Now he's pissed that I'm dating another guy and talking about how he's gonna "lay down rules" for me if we get back together. Sorry buddy you just lost your shot cause, HA! I was in one controlling relationship before you, I don't need another one now do I? No sir :)

Some other shit that's going on is the fact that a good friend of mine who is also in the BDSM (if you don't know about it, look it up) community/scene has this thing with having to find a sub. I don't understand why, but because he doesn't have one he's upset. I don't think he realizes he's kinda pissing off my boyfriend and a couple dominatrix's while he's at it.

Also, the whole family thing got fucked up. (refer to the first quarter post on this chain of blogging if your confused ;) ) I decided that I was having an issues with some things spider was planning and figure I'd bring it up to him. A few other had the same idea and we all sat down and had somewhat of a retarted (sorry if I offended anyone...honestly I really am sorry) intervention of some type of sorts. I had to leave to catch the train and all hell broke loose. So therefore spider hates squid, spider doesn't trust snake, and spider hates Rowhan, but I perfectly fine with wolf.

DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.

Also, Zac and I broke up and I guess that gave permission to everyone in NJ to go and talk shit on me. Fuck that, dropped them like a bad habit.

Okay, rant over.

Now to talk about happy stuff. I now have a step father (yeah I'm catching you guys up on a lot of stuff) went down to Virginia to visit my mom and Chris, had a lovely time and bonded quite well ^_^ although I totally could have done without the 7 and a half hour train ride both ways >.<

Came home and 3rd quarter has been absolute hell, however I changed my major to graphic design. I feel like that's the place I should be. <3 next quarter will be a lot better than this one.

SPRING IS ALMOST HERE!! Its gorgeous outside. Too bad my spring break is a bulls*it spring break. Y u give me week off of school for spring break AI? Tis' some bulls*it indeed.


But in all seriousness, check out the meaning of BDSM. It's interesting stuff. And stuff I <3.

FYI, the picture with the birthday cake boobs, I totally want that for my birthday<3

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So, second quarter starts soon. I don't know if I'm excited or if its gonna end like first quarter. Me being exhausted out of my mind and just playing COD and Halo Reach all day during break. I mean, in 2 days I went from Commander to Commander grade 1. Thats pretty bad. Not all I did though. I've been hanging out with Zac a lot and its pretty awesome. I think if he does keep the internship with the place hes at now and doesn't go up to road runner, ends up moving to Philly and I move in, it'll work out awesome. We just have to keep enough food in the house for me. I'm always eating. It kinda sucks.... (stupid metabolism)

1st Quarter

So, its official. I'm a college student at the Art Institute of Philadelphia. The school is so awesome and everyone there is a lot like me, so i get along with everyone. I made a whole bunch of new friends, realized that some old friends were better off being left in the past, left behind Washington twp NJ completely (well for the most part....I got rid of everything I didn't like that's for sure a.k.a 99% of that population out of my life) and escaped, even though people are still trying to friend request me that go to the high school. i don't think any of them realize the fact that I left that school in June and I'm not really trying to have any connection to them whatsoever.

Anyway. My new group of friends is like my family. The family that I wish I could actually be related to. Yeah, sure, we might be a goofy bunch, but, at least they're not like my insane bunch of people that I'm somehow related to. >.<

We all have nicknames that are related to some type of animal that we're reminded of. My nickname is Fox, Xins' nickname is Spider (it used to be spider monkey...we shortened it to spider), Louis' nickname is his last name, Wolf. Pete's nickname is bear, and so on and so forth. I'm not writing all of the people down right now but the other animals include, gorilla, zebra, bunny, squid, sparrow, fox, spider, bear, wolf, coyote, chameleon, snake, cod, and I think Imissing 2 people. there's 16 of us including myself, either way,I love the family and the group of people I hang out with.

This quarter went by really quickly. I had a lot of awesome teachers, including a Dave Hoover, who passed away. Rest in peace Dave, you will be missed so much. He left behind a legacy of artwork.

Off the sad things...I passed all of my classes this quarter, and now I'm on the week break in between. It's nice! I'm spending pretty much the whole thing with Zac. We want to see how well we can live together since after this year he wants to get an apartment in the city together. You have no idea how long I've waited for this to happen. I've been waiting for him to come back into my life for so long. But I have him back now so I'm happy! Hes actually at class right now, and I'm actually exhausted, so, therefore, I shall post up again later. Time for a nap.