Wednesday, March 21, 2012

End of winter quarter

It's finally the end of this quarter and I'm so fuckin' happy about that. Honestly this quarter was a legit ament quarter from hell and I'm excited to start my new major and a new quarter in April.

In the last week a lot of good shit has happened. I might actually have a job soon at this restaurant around the corner. This whole thing with mercury being in retrograde is starting to become a great thing for me and not a bad thing. I mean, how does one go from almost getting put on academic prohibation and needing a job to pay back their grandmother a fuck ton of money and not being able to find one, to having a restaurant not even 10 minutes away need a server and me having just about a years worth of experience doing so opening up and practically saying I'm hired.

I'm one lucky daughter of a bitch :D

I also really need to catch up on some kind of sleep. Not gonna happen tonight but it's still something I really need to work on. Over the weekend, (yeah sure got all my shit for my last classes yesterday done Monday and last Thursday..but still) I got just about 4 hours of sleep every night. That lovely exception would have to be Sunday when I was up until 5 am on Skype with my friend Darren watching documentaries that were put on YouTube. I have to say. Having an intelligent conversation with someone about something is hard to do anymore. Especially when you start talking about dealing with the laws of physics, string theory and m (or membrane..but apparently the scientists say "m" can really stand for anything that begins with that letter) theory. Basically dealing with alternate universes and parallel dimensions. It's some heavy shit and it does make sense but there is always room for improvement and m theory doesn't just work for the alternate universes. It works somewhat for precognition but ill get into that in a later blog and go through my explanation. I'm not gonna type all that on my iPod.

Some heavy shit though. There's more but I'm tired and my genius self is gonna go lay down or get something from the vending machines!

I'll log in on my computer later and explain my theories :)

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Drama in college. Who woulda thought?

Who would have thought that there would be some high school drama bulls*it going on at a college. I thought once you graduated that shit stopped but apparently not.

First thing that happens is some bs with my ex. Now he's pissed that I'm dating another guy and talking about how he's gonna "lay down rules" for me if we get back together. Sorry buddy you just lost your shot cause, HA! I was in one controlling relationship before you, I don't need another one now do I? No sir :)

Some other shit that's going on is the fact that a good friend of mine who is also in the BDSM (if you don't know about it, look it up) community/scene has this thing with having to find a sub. I don't understand why, but because he doesn't have one he's upset. I don't think he realizes he's kinda pissing off my boyfriend and a couple dominatrix's while he's at it.

Also, the whole family thing got fucked up. (refer to the first quarter post on this chain of blogging if your confused ;) ) I decided that I was having an issues with some things spider was planning and figure I'd bring it up to him. A few other had the same idea and we all sat down and had somewhat of a retarted (sorry if I offended anyone...honestly I really am sorry) intervention of some type of sorts. I had to leave to catch the train and all hell broke loose. So therefore spider hates squid, spider doesn't trust snake, and spider hates Rowhan, but I perfectly fine with wolf.

DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.

Also, Zac and I broke up and I guess that gave permission to everyone in NJ to go and talk shit on me. Fuck that, dropped them like a bad habit.

Okay, rant over.

Now to talk about happy stuff. I now have a step father (yeah I'm catching you guys up on a lot of stuff) went down to Virginia to visit my mom and Chris, had a lovely time and bonded quite well ^_^ although I totally could have done without the 7 and a half hour train ride both ways >.<

Came home and 3rd quarter has been absolute hell, however I changed my major to graphic design. I feel like that's the place I should be. <3 next quarter will be a lot better than this one.

SPRING IS ALMOST HERE!! Its gorgeous outside. Too bad my spring break is a bulls*it spring break. Y u give me week off of school for spring break AI? Tis' some bulls*it indeed.


But in all seriousness, check out the meaning of BDSM. It's interesting stuff. And stuff I <3.

FYI, the picture with the birthday cake boobs, I totally want that for my birthday<3